Its day 9 of my 10 day cycle of chemo. Each day I expect to feel better and I don’t. Now I’ve got a sore lump in my throat that needs to be swallowed around and to top it off, Ron told me this morning that my breath is bad – coming from a deep place so not much I can do to stop it. I brush my teeth about 5 times a day, but it isn’t making a difference. Guess I’ll have to carry around gum and breath mints – this new normal sucks!
Tired of feeling like crap. Tired of having people look at me with concern. Tired of being ready to cry at the drop of a hat. I just want to feel like me again.